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My name is Morgan and I'm going to be 18 this year. I live in Portage, PA, a dismal drug town. I'm a vegetarian, animal lover, and an athlete. I play volleyball and run distance in track. Plan on attending community college for my general studies and attending Mount Aloysius to study Criminal Justice/Forensic Accounting and hopefully go into the FBI or CIA.
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SYSTEM DOWN
...written on 2004-02-21, @ 6:49 p.m.
Last night, I stared at my reflection in the bathroom.
How pitiful...
I pinched my sides, my stomach and I felt this grief and deep feeling of exhaustion run through me. Whyy should I be concerned with my image when there are kids who don't have the life I have that are starving to death? It's sad. Look at what this media and years of undesired attention on my flaws has done to me. They fucked with my head and here I am crying over my weight. It's like I have to change for the world to love me. No one has ever told me I was beautiful. I've heard: "You're so smart Morgan!" and "You're so funny Morgan!" Once I'd love to hear a sincer honest "You're beautiful." but will that ever happen? Highly unlikely. I should give up on the thought that I will mean anything to anyone.
I'm just going to go away now...
-Morgan