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My name is Morgan and I'm going to be 18 this year. I live in Portage, PA, a dismal drug town. I'm a vegetarian, animal lover, and an athlete. I play volleyball and run distance in track. Plan on attending community college for my general studies and attending Mount Aloysius to study Criminal Justice/Forensic Accounting and hopefully go into the FBI or CIA.
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Not as smart as you think I am
...written on 2005-11-10, @ 12:43 p.m.
I feel so tiny compare to the variety of outside-the-box thinkers that are in this world. (Rarity in the United States). I love listening to scholars debate about history, art, music and philosphy but I keep thinking that if I had a say in a debate I would only be laughed at and taken to be an idiot. I use to be able to wonder about the world and ask the five W's. (Who, what, where, when, how, and why) But suddenly my minds a fog. I can't think straight anymore and I zone out, ignoring everyone and everything. I have a hard time reading a book without ending up staring at my wall until my contacts to dry up. Last night Silence of the Lambs was on and I got so excited because I love Hannibal Lector. (Sir Anthony Hopkins= hot old man) He may be a psychopath but he's so elegant and intelligent...hee hee
It just upsets me that I'm not as smart as everyone thinks I am. I'm not like my friends Jessica and Kristin. In Physics they say they don't know what the hell they're doing half the time but end up with 100% on their report cards. I've so far have failed every test (exept one) and I'm only passing because of our labs. I guess I forgot to mention that I suck ass at math and that is what Physics is: math.
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I'm ready to graduate and move on. I definitely can't leave Portage because my parents won't let me but I'm ready to get out of this "hang out". That's what this school is, a hang out because our teachers don't educate and half the kids screw around and do squat in class. It's really sad. Maybe that's the reason I feel so stupid. I go to a school where you don't learn and half the students are trash/idiots and you get demerits for the tiniest thing. The school's trying to swallow me whole!!!